Too High, Can't Calm Down, Losing My Head, Spinning All Around

I haven't heard from vacation dude again. I keep reminding myself that he's on a crazy island in the Indian Ocean that, like, is aspiring to be third world one day and probably has little or no internet access. I also keep reminding myself that 96 hours ago, I couldn't stand this person, so it's pretty ridiculous that now I'm all wound up waiting to hear from him. I'm a mess.